GOD RX ABOVE ALL

2009-04-28T07:47:00.001-07:00

Girl, u gotta know that i love you, but i know that i'll never have you.
Cheers to you
Dym-thirdofmay.

2007-11-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

GO TO greyhail.wordpress.com!!!! wahahha i know i just moved blog for no reason
Yah i moved again... Livejournal is like a living hell.

2007-11-09T07:12:00.001-08:00

Hello! havent posted in a long while! hahaha playing too much games already. Holidays havent started yet. sadly! stupid gay school! Today was a good day becuz of rugby, that was the only highlight of it? the new coach is really tough hahaha...but we all know it is good in the long run! after rugby i ate dinner with jeus and chris kim at holland v! we talked about alot of stuff haha.
i should've bought BC instead of HGL fking cheat my money stupid game...
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullabyIt helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

2007-10-30T07:30:00.001-07:00

Am I worth what you are worth to me to you?
Second day of freedom! or rather, boringness and fucked up days. Did nothing but play Again. Was supposed to go out but shit happens! ah well. Talked to daffy for really really long today on msn. She really is a strange girl=x ROAR i wanna see 2 people so badly ): I keep wishing my phone will like vibrate so that i could chat with someone! but it wont happen luh. Besides even if i go out i dont think i will have enough money LoL! stupid wow card. I hate insensitive people. And people go get emo over stupid things.

2007-10-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

Exams finally over! though i doubt the results will be good! whats done is done :D
well today after exam me and some guys went to play lan! then eat and go home play WoW. Havent played inso long! The 1st day of the hols and its alr beginning to bore me.

2007-10-22T07:05:00.000-07:00

Fort Minor Where'd U Go feat. Holly Brook lyrics

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,

2007-10-22T02:08:00.000-07:00

Come to think about it, im not really looking forward to the end of school.

1) It's fucking boring

2) No one to hang out with

3) I can't see or talk to anyone unless i go out which is hardly!

Today was 1st 2 papers! they were okay i guess. both passable! other than that the day was a normal one! i need to find some maths to do! bb...

The way you look at me, it's like you want me away from you and it hurts

2007-10-17T07:45:00.001-07:00

Today was such a failure!
Other than the fact that PE was pretty alright! at least can keep fit a bit! everything else wasnt very good!
Ms Barnett's leaving ):!!! sad! hahah she's a pretty nice teacher after all!!! sobs! At least we get mr smith next year! so can think positively. I wanna go skiing.
And then again i should start learnign snowboarding cause im tired of skiing alr.
Chinese paper 1 today. Fucked up so badly im so moody nowww...): i wrote completely offtopic how... ): i depending all on paper 2 now!!!!!!
From now on! i shall file every son of a bitch paper and notes i get from school though its alr too late in this sch =X
Maybe it's best you leave me alone. But i dont want that now do i!

2007-10-12T21:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was really fun! hahaha After school i went to NickAng house!! ITS super HUGE!!!! hahaha i went there with juus,kai,nico,joseph. Then they asked me to open the gate cause there will be dogs who will "tackle" new comers! bITCH! trick me! haha then we just played com until after dinner where we watched resident evil extinction! its a pretty cool movie! hahaha it's not thaaat scary! Im sure hostel and others are worse than this. Fuck john and julian!
What am i feeling left out for! I have so many other friends I should be grateful (:
Something's telling me to give it up alr ): but you're everything i have left

2007-10-11T08:09:00.001-07:00

Im having a headache! its not very fun
Tuition sucked today! and today was pretty fun too!
Break i dunno where my table all go! all dissappear one. But it's all good cause i sat at the other table which was awesome.
Break/Chinese/Lunch today was the best. Me Qi and ANNA! were talking since the begging of break, skipped chinese, then lunch! haha was pretty good i guess! but half way through popular girl got alot of people to talk to lerh! so it died at the beginning of lunch!
After school was rubbish though! John and Julian are the most fucked up irratants on the planet! they're so fucked up u probably could compare them to samuel.
I got 6-5 for chem coursework! its good i guess ! everyone got that unless they did some mistakes here and there.
Exams soon! abt 1 week 3 days? or 4. Need to study stuff! but dunno what to study! im sooo lazy and my headache's killing me!
Waiting 1 month and going!!!

2007-10-09T05:09:00.001-07:00

and then again mayb not

2007-10-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

Today was quite fun!!!! Bio was pretty boring and normal as usual, but before that! there was a cat who stupidly got it's head stuck in some wires! so everyone was like woahhhh!!! so someone got the pliers and opened the stuff and freed the cat! claps~...Chem was pretty...okay ba! less slack than usual! then history was SOOOOO long again. with the really strange stand up sit down knock out game, "stooOO0O pid" hahaha!
How i wish i was your love too.

2007-10-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

Ya know...sometimes i wish i had a group, or rather, a friend whom i would be the happiest being with! I could talk to almost any time of the day and meet up at the most unexpected times. Talk about the strangest things, bitch about parents and everything, having No Doubts whether they're faking or not. Where we don't need to hide anything and let nothing disturb the friendship. To fully investigate rumors before blowing up for wrong reasons and stuff. I would be more than contented.

2007-10-07T00:48:00.000-07:00

Today was pretty boring, church, had lunch with tiny tim then go home lerh! hahahaha but i thought alot today though!

What the fuck was i thinking when i let her go just like that...i must be the biggest son of a bitch there is around.

I found out why i've become so lazy, the reason i lost my drive in everything.

I'm gonna do my best to change from the old me, for my sake and everyone else around me and if possible the girl i will have one day.

Exams 2 weeks time. Have to study now (: New drive

2007-10-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

! first off! i wanna thank qi hui for the peanut butter "cookie" if you would call it =X! hahaha it was really good! and also someof that normal looking choc chip cookies=P!!! hahahaha also thx for hanging out with me in school when there was no one left to hang out with! means alot :D! And i want my jacket back soon!!! 2 weeks and counting lol!

there! what else! today was again...dissapointing like last week! but nevermind! small things...there's always anotoher and another and more another times to come:D! fuck my mum man! seroiusly i've never seen someone so screwed up...................................argh! i want a new laptop. i wanna hunt down the fucker who's using my cd key. im gonna so kick his ass if i find out who he is. i also want at least some control over the internet...so i can at least do some port forwarding damnit. i can't even enjoy playing some games with my friends. and i can't study a-maths for nuts cause i dont understand any fucking shit.... and my sister doesn't explain stuff very well and my father is just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...it's so easy kinda attitude! everyone in my family is screwedup!!!!
I love you, will you ever return it?

2007-10-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

!!! Today and yesterday and Maybe the day before...i don't remember!i think only yesterday and today...been really pissed off at everything especially 2 fuckheads who won't stop annoying the fucking world out of me. Also i've been thinking alot and alot...EMO!!! Ah well! good to be emo once in a while eh? :P. Today is my dad's bdae! happy bdae to him. Exams on theway! damn its real late compared to other schools! at least we have longer time to study! Tomorow i have a free period! i think i shall use it to study. IF i can muster up some self-control that is. Highly unlikely! but anyway! tomorow gym day too. And i guess some times i scare myself thinking that no one cares about me, but infact a handful of people do (: appreciate it!
If there were 2 songs i would dedicate to you it would be:
Like a Stone by 3 doors down
Someday by Nickleback

I that I'll wait till it happens and also Someday it will REALLY happen hahaha...but who m i kidding! i'll just follow my dream (:

2007-10-02T06:27:00.001-07:00

hiiiiii today was a more on a badside day i guess =(! ah well. life sucks shit happens. chinese was slack! just play 02mania only. then history was boring as usual. with a little spice to it =P there's so many things i would blog about but im just too damn not in the mood! a-math. Trig is actually quite easy! hahaha i found out the secret to it! and lit was....noisy and really really perverted as usual. emath last! failed test! lol! but not only one! quite okay still la. after sch! not much too.
That was pretty crushing...But i'll wait and wait (:
Like a stone

2007-09-30T07:23:00.000-07:00

I dont understand, why do some people think they are the worst and everything. Choosing to keep to themselves, choosing to do things on their own without anyone else. Or even worse, not wanting to do anything cause their scared of hurting other people? WTF? As if they never hurt you before, why let other people's welfare screw up your whole life, and its not as if you owe them anything. And by not doing anything you're only making things better for yourself as you won't have to feel bad about doing things. Guess what life sucks shit happens. And another thing, sooooooooooooo many people are like "I wont get hurt if i dont open up and make friends" that's bull. Sure there are some shit head backstabbers in life and all, but it makes u stronger and out of that u can find better friends maybe?

Just a piece of my mind i really wanted to say to some people.

2007-09-29T08:53:00.001-07:00

Today was a sad and ruined day! hahah but i guess its okay! there's always a next time (: can't wait for that next time though! anyway...i played com most of the day...how boring! hahaha i had a weird dream last night, it was soooooooooooooooooo how to say...a sad dream! ahhaha like a dramatized version of my life =X one part i was just running around looking for "someone"! no names though!
Give me a sign to let me know whether there is that teeny bit of hope pls?

2007-09-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

Yosh! been a pretty fine week so far! today was especially slack? had emath test which i wont do very well for! then lit! boooooring! played in chinese then headed off for the NYAA reward thing! I swear it was soooo boring!!! Not one of the people on stage could speak properly it was soo sad. i cant think of much to write! such a short post...
Dreaming dreaming dreaming of all the things we could do together...): ily soooo much but you might never know it

2007-09-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

today was a good day!!!!
1st chinese! haha played chess and winn! thanks to john though he helped me a bit! but its fair since julian helped daniel too! did chinese...then history after! This was one of the most...interesting history lessons of all time... lol like...how annabelle can't decide whether to use black or blue...and Annabelle H. Lim lol...get 10 marks for each question! noob! i got like... 70 more points than u hehheehe and the lame..."stooOOpid" sound thingy... lol! A-maths after...i couldn't concentrate at all...such a failure of a math lesson...sian! then LIT! i think i will get low effort this term too! sian! it sukx! must never ever sit with john and julian! sure disrupt class lol! e-math! made me feel like a loser too! lol! the mok-test paper! me and john...leave soo many blanks! and its only paper 1! GG for exams sia! failure ): after sch! go home tuition! shian! Didn't get cupcakes due to lack of containers =X haha!
i can't stop thinking about u, but will work out between us??? Everything around us is so...Influential on the way we think.

2007-09-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

Haven't blogged for a while...but i dont even know who comes here! anyway...
Today was pretty okay i guess! until after lunch...i dunno why i got soo annoyed! haha! first was bio! teacher never come! so just go another class! copy hmwk and play game...after was chem...did experiment! then history! Boring. I don't blame you for being you, but people have limits, though it doesn't always seem so! I know you're going through something too...so sorry :D K! hmm what after! english test...okay la...i hope i can pass this time? after sch! me & john lose to dalhberg in dota..wtf? shameful LOL! weng gym! Kinda made a new friend! Calvin helped me with gym today! lol great help now i fKing tired haha.... Anna P.S me today!! but nvm la there's always a next time!
Who the hell am i kidding, trying to fall for someone else ain'tgonna do anything t...but will you ever feel the same way?

2007-09-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

WTF? Someone just proved to me again "Being nice Kills". Try maybe not being so self-centered for a day or two. Or just try being me. Just not blowing up at anyone else is already killing me!!! (>.<)! pfft

2007-09-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

Heyyo!!! today super tiring! P.E in morning! ran and ran and ran and ran...so tiring! lol... history...got pwnt by other groups la lol...lost the donutsky cup! XD!!! damn lame la! all the pro history people 1 group...sigh...english after! then a-math to end the day...went gym after school! didn't do much though. then hung around with qi and anton! then go home...boring eh? at least quite relaxing la.

2007-09-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

elo! was a long but fun day today! my maid lost my badge! i forgot to buy a new one! shit! hahah tomorow sure kena by pam! hahah! first was bio! i got highest in class for bio test! w00tsorz! i beat hui yin! woAH!?!?! hah tyco la! i sure next test sure lousy 1... but i really studied lorh! i did TYS so much...Chem after...so boring! experiments! i basically was spraying nitric acid and ammonia on people's table so they can have smelly time :D whoopsy! history! SO LONG....duno why it felt sooo long today! at least it wasn't that boring la. lunch...english was pretty sad lol! so many people fail the test! how to pass exam! damn... what la english >P! play d0ta with sec 2s! hahah then go gym! today gym so empty! me alone 1 lol! oh well! did alot of stuffs! Sooo many people i want to talk to but i scared i might not have things to talk about with them! especially emo stuffs since i am not particularly emo XD
Amazing how U can Drive me Really Extremely crazy over You!

2007-09-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

wee i've been looking at so many blogs! ahahha
10 things i want to say to anyone in my life!
1) Am i who i think i am to you?
2) Do you hold me in the same posistion i hold you as
3) You shouldn't exist, why are you still giving me a reason to wish you really didn't
4) Just have to give me a sign and im all for it!
5) You're G.A.Y! ...nothing much to type anymore...
6) Do you know what is a best friend.
7) Why the fuck won't you just break off from that group
8) Stop being soooo self centered and selfish
9) Stop being a fucking irritant<<2 people...
10) SMOKING AIN'T COOL! IT AIN'T EVEN CLOSE

2007-09-16T03:12:00.000-07:00

It's been a pretty succesful weekend! hahaha Saturday! went to SICC with caren, kristine and masashi! we bowled...billiards and ate at the pool side! was pretty cool! we went to cine after...wanted to watch a movie but me and kristine weren't in the mood...so we played @ the arcade! took neo prints! then went home! Overall it was super fun!
Today! went to church! missed worship...grr. then had lunch and home! played com! hahaha quite a simple day!
Fufu's back! yay!!! hahah can't wait to see her

2007-09-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

You're Back!!!!!!!

Okairi!!!

Today was an okay day i guess! hahahaha! didn't do much! played loads of smash brothers! that's it i guess...im super dizzy now! never drink an water! for a few days already! and right now im typing but i cant see what im typing! so if wrong erros tooooo bad then heheheh LD!!!

2007-09-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

harlo! was a good day today! P.E...dunno why my legs so pain...fell down! hahah history was boring as usual! english i slept....whoops! hahah not for very long though! anna was just...giving herself motivation to go on a diet LOL! A-maths end of the day! begginng to get a bit of trig alr i guess! hahaha just take lots and lots of notes! played dota with year2's after sch! bad match ...grr! Gym after! full workout! tomorow sure ache! went home! sleep then go Chem tuition @ daniel house! good lesson today! revised on acid base loads! haaha i think for the test i will do well i HOPE hahaha
Little traces of you returning slowly...after how long?!

2007-09-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

I guess being in school is alot better than holidays! i can't believe its coming from me but...well! hahah :D! was fun the 1st 2 days of school! i feel very...fat and unfit! never excercise damn long! tomoorow go gym! fun! today was super super...strange! hahaha i kept feeling like i was gonna faint! damn dizzy and whoozy the whole day! can die 1...now still a bit! i hope i get better tomorow! History test today! i THINK i might do pretty well! A-mahts was super super stressful! trig! waa wtf i dont understand at all la...and i was paying attention sooo soo well! i was super dizzy in that class! damn math! lol! exams really getting me worked up...stupid a-maths i need to study fuck alot man....i dunno so much! and then not forgetting bio and chem! though im pretty good insciences...still must study argh....SIAN! study study study! nid a partner...but then...who would wanna study wit me :'(! hahaha :D! i can do it myself! i've done it myself for my whole life wahahahhha! i hope i get self discipline too... the rate im playing Bnet all day...ahhaha BETTER STOP! MUST STOP! :D!!!
Rush 4 what?! haha i still have a life time to live

2007-09-07T07:44:00.001-07:00

FUCKING BLOGGER!!! WTF!!! I TYPED FOR NOTHING!!! wasted another day today! then...some asswipe using my reign of chaos CD!!! Who dont play anymore can give me ur reign of chaos? PLSPLS hahahathx! o.O
out on your corner in the pouring rain

2007-09-06T10:37:00.000-07:00

today is the best day of the holidays so far! i got to see some people's faces!!! :D:D:D::D:D:D:D! that really made my day! went cine with alban,john,daniel,julian and yanze! real fun! hahaha 1st i got there wit albean! walked around till john came! then we ate burger king! yanze called and we told him we haven't reached there yet! and that we were like all over the place! whoops!hahah then we did the same for daniel! then ALBAN WENT TO TELL him we were at burger king! we ran out and ran to some corner in the food court! hahahah so fun! then went up and met the others! played racing for a while! :'(...i lost! hahaha cause they all play dirty! bang here bang there! i never even try to fight back! i cannot be kindhearted anymore!
After we went to watch evan almighty! quite a good show! but bruce almighty had alot more laughs! though this 1 had like...a bit more meaning i guess? played lan for 2 hours! won! hahaha finally! haven't won a game in long long itme! then ate @ kobayashi! the super awesome fried noodles! hahah! bought famous amos! headed home after... had tuition! BORING!!! all i did for the rest of the day was play computer! haha i know im bored>P had a good chat with anna! though as usual she ttoook a bit long to reply each time hahahaha but it still was okay! thankz anna :D!
Always look on the bright side of life! doo doo...doodoo doodoo doodoo
You're depressed huh...imagine yourself in my shoes then i'll like to see your state >:D!
Anti Gay!!!!

2007-09-04T10:22:00.000-07:00

well well well...its 5th of september! so fast....the first thing i did was eat my dinner =X! at 1.30! instantnoodles and 2 eggs and a coke! hahaha now i have to wait a while for it to digest before i can sleep! i guess holidays allow you to do some strange stuffs you dont really do ALONE! mwahahah...i'll watch one more episode of one piece! today i have to do some homework! i swear on it!!!! :D! i'll have to find out what it is first :P! why some people never come online soooooo long...cannot be they hang out the WHOOOLEEE time....ah well they must be so lucky to be able to fill their time up like that! lol. im wooozy...tired!
It's like its been forever(2days) since you've been gone XD!

2007-09-04T05:36:00.002-07:00

YO! today suxed...play game...watch anime...go birthday party! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANIA & TRINA! boring party la...too many people i dont know...anyway... left early! no one wanna eat dinner with me so no dinner for me today i guess! losing some weight wouldn't kill me!
i keep telling myself i dont need anyone...who the fuck am i kidding

2007-09-03T04:09:00.000-07:00

You're all to busy for me, the insignificant guy who can only be near you when you guys are sad...or when you guys have no one else to ask out maybe...

2007-09-03T00:32:00.000-07:00

I want....
Something interesting to do!
A friend who i don't see only in school, and church, or tuition.
A friend who doesn't let any conversation die after 2 minutes!
A friend who would be there for me when im down, not just for a few minutes.
Something to eat...
new laptop,desktop
an ipod would be nice.
YOU to notice me

2007-09-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

Well! today was good! i guess cause it was totally filled up! even till like 1a.M++++ thanksn alottt! haha i wasn't bored for the1st time in ages! thx u thx u! anw...today church! quite... hmm...painful hahaha...then had luncH!!! i had 2 meals! haha katsudon and shoyu ramen! mmmm....today got 2 pigs sleep in and never go to church! sigh................................................. then like that my chance of going out no more ! sobs~ so had to go grandmas! i slept there! good nap! then got home...watch one piece...had guests over for dinner! I MADE MY OWN PIZZA!!! AND IT ROXXED MORE THAN PIZZA HUT! I R0xxorX!!! XD it kinda looked like a curry puff though...i made folded pizza btw! and from scratch! with the dough! have to roll roll roollll...tiring! i guess that's it! my filled day with one really awesome convo which didn't die after 5 minutes... tomrow holss! :D! i hope people dont dao me after 5 minutes :'(! i need a effing new laptop, desktop and for bonus maybe an xbox360 or something! WHY CANt I HAVE AT LEAST A NEW LAPTOP! THIS LAPTOP...HAS 1GB RAM! WOAHHH!!! GOOD MAN! BUT GUESS WHAT THE GRAPHICS CARD IS THE MOST PATHETIC THING ON EARTH!!!! ATI RADEON 7500!!!!...i dont know whether its really that bad! BUT IT SUCKS NOW!!! THATS WHAT I KNOWWW...so i got good ram but not good graphics to keep up with it! so cannot use ram to full potential...i feel like a nerd. maybe i am. highly commended, passed chem and a-math! (i feel like a real wannabe nerd)
i want to know you more........

2007-09-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

LoL!!! gay thing! i thought i posted! anw!!! again! hahah i skated !!!! till like 1130! hahaha half and hour! quite good i guesss...the hills around my house are really tiring and awesome when ur coming down them! today got people dao me in msn ):! and no one talk to me somore! sian!
must have faith! do my best :D!!! right anna?! wahahhaah

2007-09-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

yo!!! boring day! piano this morning, then badminton! LoL...had unexpected guest! ah well! im outta there anw! so all's good! Alban wasn't feeling weelllll! so we didn't win the doubles ):! so many chances though! hahaha nvm! after that went home,slept a while,watched one piece! talked to ONE person...which the convo lasted...5 minutes?no one online today at all...sucks! then watched and watched anime...so boring!!! i finished kirby!! so easy the game! lol! and my laptop seriously sucks! i WANT A NEW ONE!! DAMNIT!!!!! cry cry ):... next time i shall send it for upgrade! if IBM allows it that is...but i have to get my parent's permission! which is highly doubtful seeing as they are my parents! so hungry...didn't eat lunch! gonna stuff myself @ dinner!!! which is shabu and sukiyaki! awesomeeee...its 9:30...and dinner's far from ready! starving... tomorow...i hope someone jio me out luh...but chance of that is like... 10%!!! :D! see whether lucky or not. something tells me....tomrow is gonna be boring! i shall go skating i guess! but how long can i skate for only...sigh! Can't wait till next saturday! hope nothign springs up!
ganbate kudasaiiii!~~~~

2007-08-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

Holy shit man...im effing bored...wtf did i use to do before today at night....): oh right i remember...):

this is most funny!

LoL...this one is funny!

bwahahha this is so true! i wish they did now!

this is a meaningful one...

wrong season!!!!! XD
funny how you think you actually have quite a few friends but in truth...i guess its me and im used to it...just being able to be there for someone is the best i can do for anybody though i enjoy all the free times by myself. Only the sad times with people, and ofcourse, im used to it again! but it sucks!

2007-08-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

today was kinda... boring i suppose! this morning was teacher day and arts and cultural day...all super boring...i spent like half the morning finding a thoburn shirt... anw...that was succesful! so it was alright... i sat with the lower sec in my house! hahahaa well only one or two! but it was fun still! that was about the most fun thing this morning! ah well! went lan after that! 2 dota games... both lose ):! so suay la SP until all the pros in one team... cry cry! CS i was top fragger as usual.... then ate subway then hitched a ride home from john...! sigh i wish i could've gone out with other people! im so bored at home now...watch 1 piece until super super sian...naruto not coming out this week i suppose and the mangas are taking for ever to come out as well! no one to talk to on msn as well....i slept in the afternoon! now i can't sleep till like 1 or 2 a.m...lol! being an OGL must be kinda cool...to bad i don't think i'll be able to get in! sobs~ i wish i was born 2 years later...that would've been cool...though i would be small sized XD! but then alls good for many many many reasons! but it would be bad for many many reasons as well! >Pasted in my mind! :o!

2007-08-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

i know this song is like super old now!!! but its like super stuck in my head still :D
Face Down lyrics by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my head
still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's goin down
Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
As you lies crumble down
A new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
if you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's goin down
I see the way you go and say you're right again
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around
do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground
well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's goin to end
as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found

Face Down in the dirt
she said "This doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"

2007-08-29T08:21:00.001-07:00

yo! haha today was...in a way fun! i guess...really really slack! P.E!!! fun fun! hahah 3x pwnz 3y bwahhahaha in handball that is...if we play soccer... hahahah! well playe dloads of supersmash bros today...got boring...i was too good eh! after history! got many sweets... hahah answer many questions!!! was good....1 of the best history lessons in a long long logn while...! english after... i think im beginning to get the hang of writing the strange essays now...though i think i will stilll score not really high! english is sooo... soo.........................tedious!!! lunch...good laugh i guess... hahaha hamlet play o.O thank god i didn't go for that one! hahah i can't like...talk act i guess...singing only! dont wanna EMBARESSSSS MYSELF!!! hahaha stupid thumb injury is back again hahaha...gonna take a while to disapear! no thanks to DAFFY YEN!!! oh wells! not the 1st time so im kinda used to the pain. A-MATHS LAST LESSON! WAS SUPER! HAHAH TEST OPEN BOOK CAUSE 3/4 CLASS SKIP!!! suckers >:P!!! hahaha but i think i will do badly still o.o...im so lousy at this T-T! tania's b'dae on tuesday! can't wait... haven't seen her and trina in super super super l0ng...almost a year already! todays the 29th isn't it! brings back memories ):! anywayyy! this term roxed! hhaha all the "studying" paid off...i think i have almost no 4s...unless i get for a-math! but that can be excused!!! i put so much effort ): at least i got 7 for emaths! HOLY SHIT!!! never score so high in maths in my whole damn life... hahaha super YM ftw.... ganbateee!!! started watching one piece! from the middle though...mroe interesting there...one piece rox! hahah i have 200+ episodes to catch up on...my holidays are gonna be packed! went gym today... SORRY ANNA!!! SORY FOR NOT GOING THOBURN THINGG..just not in the mood to wait around to sing abit... hahahasorry ): gym! today was super good gyming i should say...did alot...tomorow is aching day :D smile smile! casual dress day! i gonna wear something casual! hahah never do b4 unless like... that time musical come sch only dress up in going out clothes...hahah other than that i've never wore casual clothes on a normal sch day... chinese tuition tomorw...haizz...mayb i'll find time to head to the gym again...!
CHEM TUITION TODAY! rox! hahah the teacher is super cool and suepr good at teacher compared to the teacher i have now! hahah now like acid base is like a snap of the finger i can do the whole thing! i guess that's about all of it? haha super long post! :D long time never...
EMILY!!! promise arh!!! break promise = YM X.X!!! hahahah maybe la dunno! but ym be disapointed!
If only...you felt the same way

2007-08-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

wee! today was another really fun and tiring day! hahaha today church! worship awesome...the sermon was pretty interesting i guess! hahaha today i had so much..."death" atmosphere around me hahaha... near my house the 6th aveneu crash thing if any of you read news paper! hahah all the fire marks still there! so scary de... i went out with anna today after church! we ate pasta mania...ran around plaza sing....taking lots of failure photos! hahahaha it was pretty cool! i had to take some gay photos though! hehe... we talked alot about stuffs but not emo stuffs i guess... just about what's seriously screwed up with all the young people of today... then after that i went home! went to west coast with family! skated AGAIN! hahaha today was pretty good too....skating by myself! cause the rest all so slow...so peaceful!!! i know im a loner XD...though i love east coast so much more...but its darn far!!! west coast sucks! no bike rentals...strange right? and east coast is full of it...then there's like only one place to eat which is macs...so small west coast! i can go to 1 end to the other in like...5 minutes? ahaha that's if im skating pretty fast i guess... at least i get to skate! man im really confused! hahaha i wanna pick up guitar...drums...and stuff...but i mean i would only have time for one! damnit!!!!! hahaha all are nice...i really went out alot last week...better cut down...mum get angry soon i think! tomorow... i can't wait to see chem test marks! im super sure i'll pass...if i fail i really...C.M.I!!! hahah and oh shit i forgot to do some leg raises and i just showered! argh....grow fat soon! i unlocked everything in my super smash bros game... hahah but nothing much though...pikachu still rox!

2007-08-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hello! man today was a super fun and tiring day! hahahah went piano then waited at barker for an hour! stupid masashi, sohei and stephen take super long to come la! hahaha! anw.... we went to east coast! after a super long bus ride...then they went to eat macs while i brought my blades to do some stuffs... then i joined them at macs! after they rented bikes we went to one side of east coast! hahah very fun i guess... haven't skated in a while! but i got the hang of it! still can do power slides! hahah then we went to the other side but stopped at the wakeboarding area... OH RIGHT! hahah there was these bunch of fat and some skinny girls i think sec 1-2 la...supposedly one of them likes masashi lol! she think he cute! then we keep running into them at times! ahha then they keep screaming at masashi! which got super embarressed and pissed! lol... then after they returned the bikes we went to some kiddy viking ship ride which i had to pay cause no one wanted t ogo! hahah its fun to do something lame once in a while what! haahahaha most people so... stiff in a way! haha should be more... adventurous! hahaha no matter what people think!...that's for today!!! today also was like a 1st time experience hanging out with friends at east coast...just skating around hahaha for liek 2 hours...my legs like hurt now...tomorow is gonna be a bad walking day XD
i think im pretty much back on my feet again... (:

This is for yesterday
today was quite a fun day i guess... hahahaha phototaking...damn schedules...i missed 2 damn photos! at least got the rugby one! i would prefer having the musical one out of the 3 though... hahaha...we got a new coach! better than the chinaman! hahaha training was good! lots of foot work! hahah so tiring! haven't do for sooooooooooo long! hahaha...then after training was junior dance! haha i wasn't dressed up as i didn't go home...but nontheless i had fun! hahaha danced quite a bit with alex, cj and anna... hahaha masashi was being STIFF!!! as usual...dont wanna dance! no one can see the lights are too damn...iratating lol! was good! haha after that i helped clean up... then went to holland V hagen dazz with alex and masashi....anna was busy!...sigh i would have left earlier if i knew she wasn't gonna come! hahah....then went home! was good...1st experience of this...i guess i was super stiff last time as well! oh well!
kawaiiiiii....i wish she knew who i was XD

2007-08-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

I wanna shout a big thank you to my closest friendSSS!!!!
Chloe,Anna,Daffy,Dulcena,Desiree,Caren and unexpectedly Evan!
i wanna thank you people who being there for me has made my days in school full of happiness and fun!!! Help me not to think of the bad stuffs and all(: really thank you!!! without you guys i dunno where i'll be right now, probably have slit my wrist and bleed to death or did what no man could do! fly, for about a few seconds!
im the biggest asshole you can find...admit it!...:'(

2007-08-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

I have an empty feeling in my chest, a hole, which hopefully time or god may fill it up.
Was never meant to be, I wasn't good enough for you, too many secrets i couldn't tell.
Hurting someone i never ever want to hurt, killing me.
Do i still... 29/3/07--->> 10/8/07 loved it or did i........
hungry and no appetite.sorry and can't do anything.hopeless and a jerk.not worth anyone's time.better to have no one who loves you so you can't break them and break urself, and yet, being loved is the best thing in the world.
God help us. get over it as fast as possible.
why... cause not enough or too much or never there.
Y.M<<< Jerk. Not worth it.

2007-08-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

hi!!! thhahahahh today exciting loll! hahaha but i screwed up last question and conclusion for chem coursework! nnb!! hahaha oh wells what's done is done! hahaha today was my 1st match for rugby! hahaha so boling!!! hahaha but i DID tackle one person! haha that was cool...but i let in one try :'(! sorry! haha at least we still win! hahaha! too bad there wont be any matches for a long time! so much english to write this weekend...sian la! 1 english essay! 1 english review, 1 literature essay! can dieeeee...also got maths! but that 1 can hand in 2 weeks from now... so much hmwk piling! the musical really pulled me back. but its worthit! i guess that's about it today! hahaha
ilyilyilyily...

2007-08-02T05:00:00.000-07:00

hello! ahhaha i bloggin very irregularly now! haizz ahahha too tired! i everyday sleep now... lol! well! this week! 2 tests! hahah 1 test sure pass! a-math! basket i never even go 4 one lesson cause of musical and the 1st thing i get is a test! unlike the usual me, i studied for like 3-4 hours the night before! but i dont think im gonna pass still...damnit!!! hahhastupid functions! so easy yet not enough done! history...i kinda cheated la! but i didn't really need to cause i only got 1 point from it...oh right! grades the last half term! good man! got commended! good enough! my achievement grades all rubbish! what to do...chem is my lowest for the 1st time instead of math! my e-math is super good now luh! hahah a-math struggling! but i passed the last test! woopie!!! hahah....ah wells! i go now bbz!
i miss musical!!! "clash of drums, flash of light"
i miss you too (:

2007-07-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Montheversary Hon!!! :D!!!!!<333
looking forward to more time with you!!!<333
love you to bits

2007-07-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

JAPAN!!! hahahahha i miss it! i might not get to go there for a while unless my parents are feeling prettty good hahahahah ):! i hope i can go this year! i really wanna see snow! hahahaahhaha! last night was the musical! i screwed up @ 1 part! shit! hahahah oh well! anw! overall it went pretty well i suppose? hahahah tonight is the last performance! its gonna be a blasT!!! once its all over there goes skipping of classes! awww!!! hahahaha
i loved that walk last night! thanks loads babe

2007-07-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

helo! hahahaah never blog super long ler! hahahah anw! yesterday was our first late rehearsal! very fun! with all the lights and dressing!i really dont like my suit! hahah its like the strangest i feel... there's like some weird thing a bit lower than the chest which makes it tighther than all the other people's suits! hahah but i guess im pretty used to it!!!today was way better! hahah got the band playing with us and we got all our make up on too! After rehearsal went for dinner! hahaha many people go! but the place like...3/4 close la! so only eat chicken rice...i dont get my prata! ahahhah, CJ fetch me home after! hahah thx loads boi! really fun! and i got to skip 5 periods today cause of early rehearsal! woopie! hahah :D!!! i hate putting eyeliner! hahaha make me tear one! so itchy and irratating! damnit! i hope tomorow also can skip some periods! hahaha tomorow is P.E! can't wait! i also can't wait for sunday! hahahaha its gonna be hell loads of fun!!!
I will blog when i say i blog! :D PROMISE
my one and only

2007-07-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

hello! hahaha today was YM @ church! hahaha pretty okay i guess, worship was nice(:! hahaha today i went to great world with anna, daniel, qi and jeus! hahaha we watched harrry potter, which really was dissapointing! how could they cancel the brains part! and the statues didn't move at all, useless! grr! after that jeus went home straight and the rest of us went to food court and ate, hahaha i ate so much today, i'll grow fat lol! then daniel left after eating! leaving me anna and qi to walk around the super market buying stuff which most of it was left behind! lol! overall today was pretty fun :D!!! hope there be more like it!

2007-07-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

hey! hahaha never blog so long...i haven't been blogging regularly for quite some time now! so unlike last semester! oh well! today was celefest! hahaha i didn't do much really... i went there then sat in chinese room and watch anime....very sian outside! hahaah but then when i got bored halfway i went to daniel's game thign! was some slide thing with loads of water and soap! very fun! i got to play for free since no one was visiting their stall anyway! wahahahha....then after that i had to go to perform to promote the musical stuffs and when i was about to change i almost went inside girls toilet! whooops! hahahaha...mr west very angry...so many people late sia....i was like the earliest which was 5 minutes late only...so bad some people haizz! after performance i had to do my shift for my stall! hahahah idiots la im like doing the stall all by myself cause some assholes dont want help, running around playing....dicks man! i mean even terrence was there for his shift. then after i went to play gladiator! alban payed for me cause he was loaded with coupons! wahahah me and alban play! i lost cause some short person was disturbing me and kept pulling my stick thingy! hahaha after celefest i went julian house with john and daniel!!! hahaha play WII!!! how fun la... i wish i had one or at least a xbox 360...haizzz so shian! maybe i should save and buy my own that would be nice...but i suck at saving money! how!!! had dinner at julian's house too, then got a ride home from john, i guess thats about it wahah!
im glad we got through that baby, lets get through all the ones in the future together too! :D!!! i love you loads and loads

2007-07-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

Yo!!!! hahaha i post at 12 midnight! i skated for about half an hour to make the night go faster! which was good i guess! the hills around my house remind me so much of skiing... how it takes super long to get up and super fun to get down! i miss snow _-_! man i posted 3 times in 24 hours! new record though i know some people really post like mad 1...
hees! i shall have faith!!!!! try my best can liao! it wont be the end of me if it wont work out!

2007-07-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

You were my everything till March...

You were always there till March...

I had one more person i could talk to everyday till March!

2007-07-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

hullos! hahah today was a pretty succesful day :D hahaha p.e! hahah scored in touch rugby for the first time! happy ahhaha...maths is pretty okay still! ahahahah after sch got training! so fun! haven't go for very long! hahah then after that go back with joseph! hahaha thats about it! quite boring but ah wells
i would love you even if i wasn't allowed to (:

2007-07-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

hey! hahaha just remembered i had to keep a promise to blog today!!! :D! today was pretty alr i guess! but tuesdays are the worst! hahaha 3 math periods! but heck i had to change class! i dunno whether its for the better or the worst but it should be better :D!!! im sitting next to bao again! hahaha now i wont fall behind easily! i becoming nerd liaos lol! i finish all my bio and history hmwk in the weekend! :O!!! hahahaha and their not even due like today! so happy with myself! hahahaha tomorow have training finally! but i won't be able to go there on time ): damn piano and rehearsals! hahahaha today was quite unsuccessul after sch! someone pangseh me...haizz! better not be the same for transformers...if not i have no one to watch with lerh! then i have to be a loner and watch at home myself haizz...sucks being left out doesn't it! cry cry! ah wells! so i went to BK with JJ!!! john and julian! hahaha talk about stuffs! and some weird short girl who is ultra violent so happened to walk into burger king hahahaha then she sit like a few tables from us with her friend and throw fries @ us somore..girls like these, makes you wonder if their even girls!!! kidding :D!!! well i guess this is a pretty succesful post! ahhaha bb!
missing you every second of the day

2007-06-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

Happy montheversary babe!!! <3333
ahahhaha its our 1st month together :D i can't wait for that letter!!! hahahahaha

2007-06-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

Hullo! haha decided to blog finally! hahaha got my laptop back! yay! i found back most of the important stuffs alr, just need to install the games which i dont have the cds to! anyways! sch started!!!! been alr...shit loads of lame stories from john and julian as usual ahhahahahaha! tomorow got rugby training! yay! but its the 1st time the coach will see me! scary... but i dont get to go for the whole thing as i have rehearsal before! the school days were made shorter! thank god...ending at 5+ everyday last time really sucked balls...now its 3:50! hahaha 4:30 only for today! damnit! hahaha... im really glad sch started again, it helped me see many things! hahaha i will be grateful for the friends that i have everyday :D! the one downside of the beginning of sch is i dont get to talk to the cereal box collector any more:(!!! great person!!!! T-T!!! cry cry cry cry cry! i love the cereal box collector so much ahhahaha!

2007-06-17T03:19:00.000-07:00

hahahaha! im in phuket now wahahah! thank god there's free internet, but only 1 laptop!hahaha i dont think i will get to go online :(...i miss you loads and loads and loads hahahah! can't get you outta my head ahahahha! yesterday was really awesome too! went for red rain with tao han and hilary! their a pretty loud christian band! i still prefer Wesley hahahah not too loud! then had dinner @ macs wit LMQ~ hahahah was a good time people watching and stuff! too bad the hols are coming to an end!

TELL ME WHEN TO CALL PLEASE? hahahaha! i really can't go 5 minutes without you off my mind wahahah :(

2007-06-13T21:39:00.000-07:00

WELL YESTERDAY KICKED ASSS :D:D:D!!! hahahahaha was out whole day ahhahaha with Harold! ahhaha watched shrek 3, had lunch then men in white! hahahah then we hanged out at wheelock for a while then went home! hahahaha was a good day :D!!! hope there are mroe soon ahhahaha.
i love you to bitzzz :D

2007-06-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

hahahahah finally decide to post.....welll... the hol's been okay i guesss....improved from the 1st week! went out with best friend...was good! watched pirates with her....then hanged arnd orchard! days quite boring..................................... play com non stop! hahahaha watched the whole gundam seed destiny series in 3 days... wednesdays long awaited outing might be gone :'( im shocked at the amount of thigns that have changed interms of the people whom i think i can trust...just so much has happened and im still behind...but i guess its not totally my fault... bleah....laptop is screwed...ibm sucks! hmmm what else....i duno whether emily is back or not...i wanna talk to her. ah well! oh right! had the best bus ride on friday wahahahah...hope there will be better ones which im sure there will be i hope? ;)been helping @ my moms' friend's place...boring..have to make stupid power point presentations for him through a gay book! how irratating. ah wells! i guess that's about it! my boring life...
i love you my very special friend (:

2007-05-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

1)Till now i haven't spoken to my best friend...i miss her
2)Need to spend time with friends, not getting it.
3)What the FuCK is a friend.
4)No one to talk to now argh!
5)Start of the hols & im feeling like shit alr, hope it gets better though.
6)haizz.....Julian's being an ass...ah well at least it makes the night more colorful.

2007-05-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

hey! today was a good day i suppose! went to church! today combined, didn't expect sandy to be speaking! LoL! haha...then went for lunch with samuel and joel! cathay... LoL! that place is really empty for some weird reason? then met up with LMQ at plaza sing... chatted for a long while! after i took a bus home and played com like the whole day i guess. Desi got back her laptop, i guess that's good, haha one way that i can contact her to know that she's alive XD. Cows are pretty!~~~ XD that could be a lie but nvms!
Sorry~~~ i love you soooo much (:

2007-05-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

Tommorow~~~
haha!!! just 1 day! one day! lol...
heyy people! haha i just joined rugby...and man the training is super super hard, but by some amazing reason i can keep up with it preettty well? ahaahaa....i hope i get accepted by everyone and no one would dislke me! hahaa...Thank you jeus!!! hahaha... without you i might not have had the guts to actually go for training!!! lOl... THank you menan too! hahah you're so friendly! ...tomoro training AGAIN!!! ahha 3rd day in a row! hope im not aching too much. also tommorow has big rehearsal! something tells me im not going to enjoy myself. but ah wells!i dl'ed some of the linkin park songs! their pretty okay i guess, but last time songs were nicer...whyy did shinoda have to go!!! haha...so sad...):!i started playing wow again... hahaha after being like semi-high lvl you wouldn't like to be low again...sux hahaha! welljohnhad better rush me tommorow! kayz i go now! buh bye!

LmQ imy

2007-05-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

5 days left babe!!!~~~
1)EMILY IS A SMARTASS!!!!
2)TERM ENDING!
3) GRADES IMPROVED SLIGHTLY
4)I AM PRETTY HAPPY!
5)NOTHING MUCH CAN MAKE ME GO SNAPPY!!!
6)I WANT A NEW LAPTOP!
7)I WANT MY IPOD BACK!
8)I WANT IT TO BE FRIDAY RIGHT NOW!
9)I WANT TO TALK TO MY BEST FRIEND
10)UNFORTUATELY I DONT THINK IT'LL HAPPEN TONIGHT...
11)I SHOULD CHANGE BLOGSKIN! IM TOO LAZY!
12)I AM BORED!
13)~End~

2007-05-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

Thank you annabelle, right now you mean nearly the world to me, no one means the world to me cause only one person can hahaha an that person is God! I really hope we can go even more in our friendship, and make sure nothing like this ever happened again, cause im sure as hell that you felt the shit i did :D

2007-05-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

OmG!!!!! on the 12 may 2007...Between 10:30-11:15...the last person i would expect to swear has sweared!!! ZomG!!! hahah:D
Loving you more & more

2007-05-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

Slowly im beginning to give up already(:

i don't love you like i lovedyou...yesterday

2007-05-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

hullo!!! this week...stress seh! so much anger and shit................!!! ahhaha ah well!!! emily's cool! :D but shes a smartass =X!!! tonight damn sian!!! no one to talk 2...chloe call then next minute say bb!! wth? ahahahah and someone was spending time with mr.txtbook! hahahaha... badminton is getting screwed...nid to get a new cca can't make up my mind!!! ah...!!! tonight someone helped me realise...if someone didn't want a friendship to last, its no use brooding over it...though i know that...i want to save them soo much...soo sooooo much...i love those friends too much to give up...but yet...soo many things is placing me into place each time i want to try......but soon i guess i shallgive up...if things dont improve that is...passed a math test...though its bull, i'll fail the next one soon enouh...did okay for bio test though!!! hahahaha win daniel happy :D!!! hahahahaha........................hahaha im glad dulce u came back :D ahahahah!!!
*whispers* little miss quiet, ily :D

2007-05-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

Thank you Emily!!! you brought back a smile on my face tonight thanks :D

2007-05-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

dulcena i didn't mean anything...you have to understand...

2007-05-07T02:53:00.000-07:00

today i have this overwhelming sense of loneliness... why...

2007-05-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

today was....a long waited for sunday :D:D:D!!! ahahahha though my closest friend couldn't call tonight!!! ahhh so suay! her mom just so happened to be angry tonight!!!!i liked church today! hahaha workshop day...sat with silence! :D had a good time!!! annoyed someone unintentionally!!! ahh!!!! paisehhhhhhhhhhh<33!!! then i played golf again today!!! hahahaha im still hitting pretty well thank god...next week more and the week after, i guess my parents want it to be a weeekly thing... i guess that's abt it then :D bb!!!

sorry!! i lovee you loads still...

2007-05-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

Loving you more & more...
I

U 2 bitz...

Helllllllllllllloooo!!! hahaahahahah today was a really boring day, i was kinda "sick" so didn't go to school!!!played the whole day and stuff, and my mom is Fked up together with my sister and brother :D....

i miss joooo

2007-05-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

cb kia, bloody asshole sister, you think very big hor...tell parents every thing from my blog, simi lan pa nabei...you might be so damn effin close to them but you damn well know its not the same case for me, so just screw off......

hullo, my bloody nb sister la, see my blog go tell people, damn kp...i will llock after she see that...anywayss....these few days have been pretty okay, exept for the fact i have 1 less person to talk to!!! ahhhh....hahahah and the "promised" post never came :D!!! but its alright... these few days short posts sia...im so unhappening hahaha!!! ok buh bye!!!

2007-05-01T09:43:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU BEST FRIEND, FOR LETTING ME KNOW I STILL HAVE YOU:) YOU MEAN ALOT TO ME <33

2007-04-30T08:38:00.000-07:00

Can't Stop Thinking About YOU<3>

2007-04-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

hahhahaha today was EXCELLENT!!! :):):):):):):):)!!!can't describe hahaha....its sunday! been waiting for this for liek forever! haahha fellowship sunday! played some games then went for "breakfast" then i went to play lan with some barker boys! met up with little miss quiet after :)!!! then we went for lunch with andrew and arnd 2-3 me and L.M.Q hung out at hagen dazz, headed to get starbux and then L.M.Q had to go for tuition, where i saw theodore lol....!!! went home in a cab after, played cs till now! when i decided to blog......gonna watch spiderman 3 this tuesday with duno who lol! hahah i only know daniel,qi and ANNA<3! are going...duno who else! ah wel! no party is gonna stop me :) gonna see coach every sat anyways...hahah daniel too! qi and anna not in badminton soo its not gonna stop us!!! buisong then come kp us la dont behind scenes! lollllll...............................................................my 1st best friend was a girl and not a guy :D hahaha....lol In CS TODAY I LEARN WHAT DU-LAN MEAN ahahha damn perverted lol...hope they find a good coach soon :(...no training can die one :'(hahahaha...oh yeah i just remembered in church today, we were deciding where to go, then cindy go write LJ for long john silvers hahaha!!! only the guys laugh :D smlj!!!! :D overall today really kicked ass :)<33
baby there's something about you that
i can hold on to, gonna hold on to that

i dont want to lose you bestfriend, for you have been the best so far :(

2007-04-27T05:50:00.000-07:00

hahah hullo!! it has been an awesome awsome week so far hahaha! its friday! and sundays coming :D:D:D::D!!!!!! lol... today started with some really sad news...coach got fired...some dude's mom complained la wth? lol....the kiasu people...haizzzzzz!!! i hope they find a new coach soon and he is almost as good as the last coach! ahhahaah...english after, watched mind your language! haha its really funny...break...played MARVEL VS CAPCOM!!! hahahah its addictive! lol...then maths. quite okay...then lunch! MARVEL VS CAPCOM AGAIN!!! ahhahahaah....ah well...i stuffed myself in break anyways! then was history! watched HITLER! ahhah its quite an interesting movie! hitler's so gay! all the emo fringe hair had to come from him, seriously! then bio! hahahah weird experiment, waste of time la...then after sch i skip tuition! lol who cares la it sux! then i played dota with some year 2's and pwnt them though the last part it was 1v4.... then watch touch rugby match! lol......our sch trashed millenia institute lor....some of them r really vulgar man... ahhahahaha can hear across the whole field! "IT WAS A EFFIN TOUCH MAN!" hahahahaha then everyone started making fun of em...so funny! so we won as expected...!!!ahahhaha.....buh bye!
show me a sign, that you actually regard me as a best friend :(

2007-04-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

Hullo! hahahahah its been prettty awesome so far! hahahaha life's good, and so are my friends! well, still struggling in school but hey at least im not at the bottom of the bottom :D hahaha...i've suddenly developed an interest in beat boxing! hahaha its soo coool lol! i duno whether i wanna learn or not, but anyways... hahahaha its nice to listen to :)...haven't had a serious talk with anyone for a while hahahaha...ah well....! good not to have emo talks for a while i guess :D! today! errr 1st was bio, rubbish aahahaha! and then chem! hahah me & daniel did pretty well for our presentation!!! :')!!! hahahaha thank god for all the saturdays i went to his house and ended up playing anyways :D!then after was history...agh... hahaha she didn't scold me at all, kewl eh? :D...had some marker war with joshua hahaha slashing each other with high lighters:P its fun haha!! i missed math, was" looking " for my bag, but was just lazy to go! hahahahah and then english, stupid debates haha i was never good at debating, argh dont like ler! :(... hahahaha! after sch go home luh! tuition! rubbish! ahhaha ........... tommorow will be good too :D can sms already!!! ahhahaah!!! can't wait for sunday to come :)....................................................................................OH YEAH!!! i've also developed an interest in spiderman! hahahahaha i read some of the comic summaries and saw some of the pics and wow i tell you spider man is cool man! (:!!!i like spiderman and wolverine ! lol....................andrew still dont want tell me where to get the civil war comics, argh i must read it! hahaha......overall is a good day, marks a good week too (:
She's so hiiiiigh, high above me
she's so lovely, like cleopatra and aphrodite <33

2007-04-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted for quite a while! hahaha this week wasn't soo bad! hahaha it was quite good actually! all the Herman Lee and fringes and all hahahah, o and not to forget, CHEW my ashsole!!! LOL!!! haahahahha hope daniel don't see that! well had a good talk with NAOMI this week hahahaha! man i don't have alot to post at all!!! haha im just posting cause a particular person was complaining on how i don't post regularly! hahahha! today was the award giving day, quite boring hahaha, bethany tan never come today, so we reliefed at the ART ROOM!!! OMG! HAHAHAHAHAH...i'd never though i'll step in there soo soon again...then math....and history,not soo bad ahaaha im on the "good" list? lol that's what barnett said...then bio! our first coursework today, im gonna screw up so badly, i hate the comments and shit...i guess that's about it then! hahaha buh bye!!!

i can only imagine...

2007-04-16T06:52:00.000-07:00

hulloooo!!! hahahhaha....today wasn't a good day...it was just a really really really draining day!!! i have nooo idea why...i just had nothing to do...well anyways...today was international friendship day! haha it continues till wednesday!...agh i got nothing to post!!! ........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
oh yeah annabelle never come school today! lol....she left me to die in history, bloody tina barnett whole day damn boring and damn bitchy luh! dont like that irish bitch...terrence is a jackass...whole day warning warning warning, get a life la you loser...ever wondered whether it was the warnings and the tatter tales is the reason why everyone is picking on you? lol ur such a looooserr! nowadays my posts all damn short luh...duno why!
i thank god everyday for the friends i know are true :)

baby ur all that i want
and ur lying here in my arms
it isn't too hard to see
we're in heaven...

2007-04-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

it's funny how you feel ur life is actually going quite well really, how you have close and true friends to fall back on, just barely getting the grades and of course, getting in love and all...but all of a sudden, BaM...life smaks you back to the other side where you can't define close and not close anymore, loneliness is felt alot of the time though you know some friends are still there, and not to miss out, FUCKED up Moms who really should know when to stop...when you actually are at the peak of friends something smacks you and ur in depression!!!.......
well life's been balls so far...and i've never been sooooooooooooooo tired mentally before!!! i really hope it all gets better soon....and i thank God everyday for the friends im 100% sure will be there whenever they can, not whenever i need them, for that hole is only for Jesus to fill!
OBS was good i guess...managed to make my dearest friend enjoy a little bit of the time and that's enough to make me happy! hahaha................................................................................................
fuck im hating you more and more now...no thx for everything gay fag...

let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams
let it wash away, my sanity
cause i wanna feel the thunder i wanna scream
let the rain fall down
im coming clean...

2007-04-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

today was a total failure....a stupid damn efffedd up failure! omg you stupid jackass mum! go home for ur gay easter branch? man u even suggested bringing my friends home! and let you screw their day up! no way man...today was supposed to be a once in 15 years day, supposed to be good and memorable...but you had to ruin it! just like good friday, i had another outing...but you! you!!!!............................................................................down right suxed today!
Can't stop thinking about YOU!!!!

so i wanna say thank you cuz
makes me that much stronger
makes me work a little bit harder
makes me that much wiser
thanks for making me a fighter....

2007-04-05T08:51:00.000-07:00

hullos! today was pretty fun! hahaha...FUFU CAME BACK!!! hahahaha :D... its so sad she has to go again...haha...well i forgot to return kevin's thumbdrive! o shiET!!! hahaha im dead! then i forgot to claim my ipod from yanning, then my sim card from desiree....WHO GAVE IT TO JOHN KUM!!! AHHH!!!! KUM GONG!!! ....walao no handphone for the weekend i guess....oh wells! 1st thing was math...BoRING........literature....watched the simpsons! pretty okay i guess hahaha as lame as usual! break...then chinese! waste MORE time...then lunch...that's when i saw fufu :D<3!hahaha...science coursework after....1 period free! so i hanged out with fufu, caren, daniel and steph, then i let steph put eyeliners for me!!! hahaha it was kinda cool! attracted alot of attention, din like that... hahaha its so hard to take off! was good, the free period haha! really fun... so after school had rehearsal...then hanged out with anna till arnd 7...then home!!! then church straight after! so tired la! i slept through till communion! woops! hahaha :D!!!...
that's all for today...haven't had a really long post for ages!!!!!! :D!!!! bb! SorRRY POT!!! hahaha i wasn't ignoring you!!! :D
forget yesterday
we'll make the great escape
we wont hear a word they say
they don't know us anyway...

2007-04-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

hellos!!! hahaha i have to make this post a really fast one cause a POT wants to read it!!!!!!! hahahas!!!!today was good i guess...nothing wrong nothing bad....nothing that great either!!! ANNABELLE!!!! 3 DAYS LIAO!!!!!! hahahAHAHAHAHAH!!! what happened to our supposedly talks!!! ahhaah :D on to other things.......1st thing today was P.E...realy boring, then english!!!! ahahaha summary retest...im gonna do badly this time! oh wells!!! then i missed BIO!!! YES!!! cause there was badminton friendly today in sch...hahaha we beat hwa chong in every game!!! that's a good thing....tomorow in assembly finally can hear the badminton team win something...ahaahahahah!!!! i guess that's about it then!!! buh byes!
starbux!!!! :D
Im just a kid and life is a night mare
Im just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone when the world
is having more fun than me!

2007-04-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

hullo! haha finally decided to post! today was alright i guess....1st half of the day was some gay shit program...about gaming and then porno!!! hahahaah its like a stupid thing that repeats every year...every single damn year!!!...then dota....then was history!!! haha stupid irish teacher picking on me again...oh wells i slept like half the time....she sux at catching people! then was lunch!!! quite okay la...ANNABELLE PANGSEH ME LOR!!! say sit with her...then i go take chair then go sit with someone ELSE....then triplets table...very "cold"sia...hahaha! so i sat with bean and luke!!! haven't sat with them for ages alr!!!! then was a-math test...thx yi zhen!!! haha...well im gonna fail by a bit again...i hate that hahah!!!english after...quite okay i guesss.................................................................................................................................im SOOO BORED!!!!!
who out there can help me to speak my heart out, because i feel like i need to say so much more, need to feel so much more and experience, this is eating me up slowly...i need problems to tell people, i need to hear problems from people, i need to have stuff to talk about to other people...where is that talky me!!!!!!
hope you don't know yet, or if you do...i really hope that you'll forget it =D...

2007-03-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

HAHA HELLO!!! today was pretty fun! haha....i am super aching all over...damn training...yesterday!!! super physical!!!!!!!! 80 pushups! 40 AT ONE TIME...non-stop, knee can't touch ground, if not....add more!!! hahaha i did all properly...unlike other people...half only! then was 250 swings....tiring...jumpjump juump!!!! then 4 laps of duck walk and duck jump!!!! now all my limbs pain...only stomach not pain cause i managed to get out of the crunches one! haha.... on to other things....well today...was okay? lol....yesterday, yesterday 1st! ahha STEVEN'S a fuck head....has problems, immature, has shittty hair, disgusting voice, drug addict and a smoker!!! i don't see why he's not dead or beaten up yet...oh wells!!! i know people who will beat him up soon if he pisses em off more!!!!!
tODAY!!! I GOT 19/25 FOR CHEM!! !OMFG I DIN EVEN STUDY!!!! hahah its one of the highest in class lol...i feel good! lol...then chinese, ok i guess...then what was it...o yeah! today's math test, im gonna fail...god i hate maths!...after school, went to caren's house with naomi, julliette, steph, mariska and kristine, it was sad i was the only guy...they all bully me!!! hahah...had lots of fun there, getting closer to others and SEEING TANIA NG AGAIN!!! hahaha such a coincedence! she stays at the same apartments as caren...it was good, seeing her again! then went home after hanging out with steph caren and juliette at the pool for a while... good day today, thank god no more people went...i couldn't imagine what would've happened?! ahah.....
today....today....haha sometimes ur character, really really makes me want to hug you sooo much, i ahve noooo idea why...but its like the most weird thing if we got together!!! that's why i never let myself like you even more....some part really wants to, and another not....

everytime i see your face,its like it all falls into place
everything feels right,every time you look my way....
one more day with you

2007-03-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

ahhahaha hellos!!! i never post for a few days... lazy la....sch quite boring...but its been quite good life recently...well some 23rd october-18nov 2006 problems here and there...but i've been having GREAT LAUGHS and AWESOME TALKS and NEW FRIENDS=DDD!!!
haha ok today...chinese 1st...i played julian's weird guitar thing...its really relaly fun! then break...nothing much! history after...for some reason, her lessons feeling shorter and shorter...THATS GREAT!!! hahah anna never come today!! GET WELL SOOON DEAR!! haha....then......chem...waste time! as usual? lool...after was double literature....teacher getting very mad at some sonowa bitches in our class....wth she's gonna be all strict soon!!! good bye slacking days...... AFTER SCHOOOL!!! hahah went with CAREN!!! steph, qd, qi hui, vidette and jh to what was it called? hold on i'll ask...its coming...coming.....GELARE!!! haha at holland V some waffles place...ON the way there! haha caren shared with me her problem...its okay caren!!! bob is one of the tons of guys you'll meet in ur life! hahaha....then when we went back to school...steph and caren stayed with me and we talked for awhile...they were asking me who i thought was hot...oh well! hahah then went home ler....
omg today i made like 2 good friends =D so fast!DUNCAN IS SOOO COOL...hahah so easy to talk to that guy! haha must play dota some day dota pro!!!!!!.....
over all its been awesome for a week already...loads of laughs with desi, daffy and dulce! good talks with MODELING POT<3!!!! hahaha....kk im doneBB!!!!!
a travler is far away from home
he sheds his coat, quietly sinks into the back row
the weight of their judgemental glances
tells him that his chances, are better out on the road
if we are the body...

2007-03-23T08:17:00.000-07:00

HAHA HERE'S YOUR TOMATOES!!! TOMATO LOVER =DDD!!! ahahha
well today was... good in a way haha...duno why today can't really talk much about stuff...guess not a talking day...haha oh well!!! had loads of fun in break and lunch today! ...
english! summary test...duno easy or not..just do lor...then break....=D...then maths...ugh... hahaha weird topics keep turning up im going to go mad soon...eurgh...lunch after...more fun =DDD...hahahaha...then history!! o m g!! haha i did my work soooo teacher happy happy good =D!then bio after...did some weird ass spitting thign la...damn boring...then search net to fill in notes.... what the heck? lame bio lesson...hope more praticals turn up....!!!! after sch din do much...hanged around in badminton for a while...helped coach the recreation for a while then went home for tuition...BORING!!! today played dota! fun fun fun! haha haven't done that in ages.......
ur look alike smiled at me today...i swear this time my heart vaporized into nothingness....i didn't know whether i was sad or happy...all i knew was that i din want to know who you were...

2007-03-21T21:30:00.000-07:00

hellos!!! haha today skipp school!! got a cold =D!!! hahaha so i shall post abt yesterday!
P.E!! was first in the morning....sadly skating no more ler...now basketball! not fun one all the basketballers in one team! haha my team manage score 6-12! hahahah not bad okay! haha...then break...all my seaweed kena cope...all the time hahaha...and vidette got "dragged" away...for an excuse :P!!! english after, quite slack la, studied for bio in eng...lunch after english!!! hahaha lunch very fun! dulce keep bullying me hahaha then she want throw my jacket!!! my baby!!! into dustbin but i get back from her, then she take my bag put in girls toilet so i put her one in boys toilet hahah! so we chasing each other around...then i kena cut!!! ...very irratating ...cause its right under my arm, and sweat+wound= ouch...so the whole bio test after lunch... pain hahaha...the test damn easy for some reason......finished it in 10 minutes haah...after sch...hanged out in the office for awhile, then went to music room to see them rehearse! hahah their good man... hahaha my reahearsal starting soon too i guess....o well! then went BK with julian daniel and john! and larry... hahaha quite fun la......ok i guess thats about it!!! hahaha bye bye! im going to have to do all my work in the afternoon T-T!!!
i found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is YOU...

2007-03-20T03:29:00.000-07:00

haha today really really fun!!! well not really...but okay i guess LoL!!! maybe cause today had many events...!!!!!!!!
1st was chinese, haha was good i guess, really slack as usual! then i met a new girl today!!! hahaha she couldn't join our chinese class, how sad! so she joined the other one! lol...then break...was fun! ahhaha vidette super uber stone! :P!!! then history!!! its really boring as usual...can sleep one! i learnt how to be nice in copying notes!!! must use different color!!! hahaha like annabelle :P!!! chem after, sooo sooooo boring as usual!!! i can actually do stuffs even though i don't pay attention! wow!!! only nid like a 5 second explanation from someone and im off =P!!! lunch afTer!!!!
haha lunch fun!!! played kevin's DS!! so fun mario kart!!! haha...vidette STILL STONE OMG!!! hahah she's soo emo :P!!! jkjk... after lunch was err lit yes!!! hahaha we were supposed to study for a quiz but i slept, but i managed to pull through!!! hahahah my team won of course!! lol! maths after!!! haha i survived it!!! WOW!!!! hahahahahah...sch ended, walked with vidette for a while....talked then she went home! so i went to watch rugby!! ahhaha IT WAS SO TENSE AND CLOSE MATCH!!! ahahah soooo freaakky!!! lol it was 12-12 at the end, i duno how we won 14-12!!! hahah some weirdo thing i guess! but we won! that's it!! hahaha yay!!!!!!!!! so played cards for a while then went home...
had eye contact with ur look alike today, i swear it melted my heart, that innocent look...why did i fall for you in the first place.........

now baby don't be shy
you better cross the line
i wanna love you cause
all i want is you...

2007-03-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

HAHA i HAD A DREAM THIS AFTERNOON!!! must put cause i can remember it really well!!!...
the date...it was really really fun, though not only me and you, but it was like the both of us in our own world as we listened to the songs and our conversations, it was like paradise...though i told myself to forget about you, i couldn't, in the end i ended up dreaming of you, something i can't control, maybe its a sign? maybe its not, confuzzled, like how fufu says.....you or her, have to decide soon...

2007-03-17T05:31:00.000-07:00

HALLOOOO!!!! IM BACK FROM JAPAN!!!! argh i wish the holidays can be longer, hahaha when i came back everything was such a mess....my table everything omg!!! took me the whole day to find the camera wire!!! stupid thing...then the tops i painted in japan went missing thanks to my idiot baby cousin...stupid guy! im gonna take forever to find them...time to start recounting on my japan trip!!!!!!!!!

1st day: well i was in a superb bad mood the whole day hahaha....got annoyed by much! but i din take it out on anyone, thank god...well 1st thing when we got there was we went to this weird park thing, was really pretty, many birds many fishes and ducks!!! the trees and hills were damn damn nice....then we had some free time to walk around, so we all went to some plain and then we were like playing around, then anna wanted all of us to do somersaults...omg i was like the only one who could do it :P!!! some pics:

look annabelle cant do it!!! :P!!

but i can ahahha though not very nice ahhaha

2nd day: now what did i do on the second day...i dont remember....o wells....think....o yes...we went to a weird museum\library...it was pretty pretty boring, only 1 pic from there, which is the cool mirror rooom thing, i wasn't supposed to take pics, but whatever:P!!! ahahhaha!!! well after that we went to the kyushu castle!!!!! it's really really cool, we climbed up and the view was awesome!!!!!!!! today was the day i started to get addicted to C.C LEMON!!! THE GREATEST DRINK IN JAPAN!!! hahahahah i love it...i was like gulping down tons of it every day....imagine the amount of vitamin C intake... some pics:

massive castle

awesome walls

BJORN ON THE WEIRD LIBRARY BED!!!!!

cooliness mirror room!!!!!!

3rd day: hahaha we left the 1st hotel today!!!! then we went to a school, it was superbly awesome, omg those guys are like the number one drummers in japan!!! omg and most of them are beginners...japanese genes are unbalanced!!! OMG!!! ahhaha....well it was really fun learning abit of drumming from them, not the modern drumming but the weird war type thingy.......well then we walked around the sch, then left!!!! hahaha, headed for the next hotel!!! well the 2nd hotel was loads more fun than the 1st one, made friends with new people!!! hahaha but when 2 friends are made another one is lost, o wellz i rather make 2 closer friends =D! we had lots of fun, including running away from teachers whenever they came for room check, freak man one part i was standing behind the wall in the freaking cold....then i was gonna die seriously....hahah i had shorts and a t shirt!!! then THE TEACHER CAME OUT!!! OMG!!! she was gonna see me when she turned back and i ran away!!! i was lik infront of her face and she din see it!! tyconess.......everyone today went to the hot springs in the end, which is good cause if anyone doesn't go they wont know what they would have been missing....also in this hotel, i have 3 videos of daniel getting beaten up by bjorn, i was lucky as i was the only witness!! hahah daniel is sooo funny when getting beaten up!!!so sad the asshole camera i had doesn't record sound, damn pissing!!! pics:

4th day: well i forgot when i painted the tops but anyways im gonna post it on today...i think its on the 2nd day but o well!!!!!! hahahahah well painting tops are reallly fun!!! i tried to do the siwerly paint thing and it is a bit sucessful!!! my top looks rubbish when its not moving....
well then today we were supposed to climb a mountain, but it was soo fking windy and cold, it was snowing!! YAY I LOVE SNOW AWWW MAAANNNN!!!! hahaha i miss snow now...o well! so change of plans, went to a 2 in 1 museum....then we went to our "hotel" its actually a "farmland" resort and its super fun! its like a mini town and the things we stay in are like igloos!!! i have some pics!!!!!! :

the music museum...

our homes!!! wahhaha their soo cute (:

5th day!!!!!!: hahah today was the most fun!!! hahahahahah we went to a theme park in the morning!!! it was really awesome!!! hahah me & kate are like the bravest people for some reason, everyone else dont dare to sit on the best roller coaster let alone the less sccary rides....lol....im so thank ful i went, its like one of the best roller coasters int he world!!! ahahahahhahahaha well 1st i was going with daniel and gunawan to the 2nd biggest one, then they both chickenede out so we sat a water one instead, then we joined with bjorn, yu en and kate!!! hahah was really fun! then only me and kate went on the 2nd biggest one after, it was one of the best man!!! hahaha....then we did the teacups shit 4 tIMES OMG WE ALL FELT LIKE PUKING LA!!! hahaha then we went to jump on weird thingies which bjorn said were breats...lol it was really fun until we got chased off by the authorities as it was for 12 year olds...!!! then we all felt sick!!! the whole thing was really fun overall! but me,yn,leo and reggie kinda made the group angry as we came back late causing shopping time to be shortened!! sorry!!! haha...well then we went back to the hotel and went shopping! we dressed reggie up!! hahaha he looked damn cool la!!!!!!....well today was the last day! T_T!!! well in dinner me and daniel put on the specs and reggie's hat! hahahaha pics:

hahah the aweseome roller coaster!!! scary?!?!?!?! we named it the big dick of doom...try to see why
this ride almost no one go exept for the year4s, me and kate...the rest of the guys duno wahts wrong with them :P
DONT REGGIE LOOK COOOLL OMG COOLIO!!!

me wearing girl specs!! hahaha and reggie's hat

daniel girly!!! :P!!!

well that's about it!! SOO SADD WE HAD TO LEAVE...but oh well! ahhaha well had good bonding time with chris! haha we talked quite a bit in this hols...well i couldn't enjoy the hols to the fullest, this has been the most emotional trip i have ever had, i felt angry, sad, pitiful, lots and lots...can't think of what else, friendships growing worse and old wounds healing, which is good! we talked like normal people today didn't we old friend (: well it was a great experience and im sorry miss ling for causing u stress!!!!!!! hahahah finally i finished blogging!! really long post this time, longest ever!!! byez...
say you changed ur mind now
and i am only dreaming
and this is not goodbye
this is starting over....i dont wanna let go

2007-03-11T00:29:00.000-08:00

no names, omg what is your problem seriously...i mean sure i wouldn't really like you to get together with her, but really, what the hell can i do??? if you wanna know why i got so mad at you in the first place was because you READ TOO MUCH INTO THINGS, if u dont get that, READ TOO MUCH IN BETWEEN THE LINES. you know seriously i thought of talking to you many times but after that, i wont find it a suprise if i dont think of doing that again. and you're putting stuff in my head again, whoever said i hated your very existence? i dont remember telling anyone that, i just say maybe, o he just ticked me off a few months back, that's it...

sheesh, all touchy, o wellS!!! i choose not to think about it, no matter how pissing it is!!! haha...sundayS, really slacks! church, then lunch then home!!! ahahahah im leaving for japan like today!!! woooopediiidooooo ahhaha!!! fuk my asshole mum, just came in and scolded me and left, omg what is her problem, biatch......my day is like ruined now!!!!!! i get a week away from her... YES!!!!! can die...i have no idea what else to pack for japan,,, stupid feeling...i keep thinking i'll forget something so im panicky...argh............................my dad won't even come up to give me the adapter which i have no idea where it is!!! O HE CAME UP!!!! MIRACLE....all these events are like happening while im blogging...cool...haha....i duno what to do now.....BYE BYE.....
no mood to tihnk of nice lyrics...

2007-03-10T01:03:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO!!! hahahaha...its been quite a good day so far!!! piano, then training, training fun fun fun!!! haha lost to 2 men whom coach ask us to play with! o shiet! hahaa.... well those are about the events so far today!!! SO LITTLE OMG!!! so im really bored now! so i went to do 2 quiz!!! 1 im quite happy!!! and one......really really weird!!! hahahah let u see da results...:

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your General Knowledge is Below Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

SMARTER THAN DESIREEE WAHAHAHHA weee~~~

ok here it comes,,,,a stupid test...i dont wanna put it....whatever:

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

wahahhaa....its really dumb...DONT LAUGH!!! T_T not my fault!!! arghh....
well later have b'minton dinner, not exactly looking forward to it, but i'll go anyways =D hahaha....
kkzz i'll find something to cure my boredom! byby!
it's been a long long road
without you by my side
where were you all the nights that we cried
you broke my mothers heart and broke ur children for life
its not okay its not okay....

2007-03-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

sad day :'(... today was just really really sad...it din suck just sad...well today was interhouse games, well i really wanted to play soccer...but the stupid thing allowed only 8 people per team so obviously all the better ones were picked...o wellz hahaha...my house:thoburn...really sux!! hahaha never win anything one...damn pathetic! o wells! only games! haha then after that...there was a small "party" for fufu...haha we had loads of fun talking about the past year with her =D! haha had ice cream cake...then when everyone left, i was super alone!!! haha i din cry in front of you fufuuu!!! i din cry at all i just felt really really sad T_T!!! hope get to see u 1 more time hahahah XP!!! hhmmmms....today the stupid msn dunwantt to sign me in for soo long, i was soo pissed! played CS for a while! haha quite good! then FINALLY stupid msn let me in =D hahaha...no one to talk to though...sian! nothing to do!!!!!!!
o wellz...today sad day! bb!
everytime i see your face
its like it all falls into place
everything feels right...
one more day with you...

2007-03-08T03:57:00.000-08:00

HELLOSSSS hahah today i shall dedicate this post to fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuFUUUUUUUUUahaha!!!

Dear fufu!!!
tomorows the last day i get to see you i think T_T!!! ahah you better come! well we barely even talked about really seroius stuffs but i still consider you a great great friend!!! =D!!! surely there were embarresing moments and yet really really fun moments haha!! the chocolate, 2z at the beach? 2z at ice skating? and most of all you being shorter than me =D!!! haha...i MIGHT name my child fukumi if its a girl and i'll try to find a name with "fu" inside for a guy if i get a boy XP!!!!! hahahaha.....but dont count on it! overall, ur a really great person, really noisy! really random and really cute! hahahaha...whatever shall we do without a fufu in our lives...it'll be soooo dull without you there spicing up our lives!! =D!!! haha i'll miss ya!!!

well! ahahaha tomorow last day!! T_T and =D!!! 1st thing e math...almost no one did their work ahahah...all in the hols mood...our emath really damn boring, but at least she can teach =D!! ahahahaha lit after...watched the end of james & his fat ass peach ahahhaha...i still remember how i used to be addicted to that really long ago...but i was playing PSP the whole time wahahahha...JOHN MUST LEND ME PSP FOR JAPAN PLEASE?!?!!?!?!?!?!?! QIU QIU NIII!!!!! then break! haha nick was uber sick, but i dont care!!! so he went sick bay ahhaha...i had a biiiig search through vidette's ipod! hahah she actually have good stuff =D not all fall out boy... ugh ahha...chinese after!!!!!! i WIN DESIREEE IN CHINESE TEST wahahahah!!! 35-33!! wootzors!!! =DDD then did some weird worksheet then can go for lunch ahahaha...nick left sch by lunch already! more space at the table =D haha...some people just dont know how annoying they are but still get more pissed when they get a taste of themselves...stupid idiot...o wells! haha chem after...BORING!! then A-MATH!!! omg im acutally quite good at the log log thing ahhahahaah...its alot easier than indices i duno why...everyone else is liek wtf wtf wtf?!?! and im answering everything, something not right there but its good =D hahaha... after sch! went with ANNA!!!<3!!! and jeus and yan kai!!!!! we went take photo for obs form thing hahaha...then went BK...then they went checkup while i went checkup at a clinic near my house cause there might have been a chance where it was free, but it wasnt!!! well GOD taught me something today: when God seems to have let you screw up something, it might not be screwed up! alternitives pop out or solutions, just have to trust in him can ler!!!!" haha this week roxed so far!!!!! ahahha thank god for it!
THANKX YOU DESI!!! ahahhahahahahah ur such a great person now =D thx thx thx you for listening to me!! i'll try to buy you more cookies you crazy cookie monster =P!!!<3!!!
kk that's all for now tata!!!
little bit of this
little bit of that
all in the game of looovee <3!!!>